A friend who has been my greatest support in choir has gone to a better world where he would be happy. I guess we all ought to feel happy for him that he has found a better haven. But I'm sure all of us would be bound to be upset. Some of us show our unhappiness by writing on Facebook or twitter when we have no one else to talk to. I remember myself walking home alone and crying. I didn't know who to talk to. My friends were also upset. And I didn't want to worry my parents. So I wrote on fb. I didn't know it'll affect anyone cos others did write such stuff too.
I'm utterly disappointed. How you could put any guilt you have and express anger on us. I know I may not be as close to you. Diamond is just a name right.
I'm upset with trying to maintain relationships that are only one sided. I understand how it feels about being alone now. Noone would blame anyone about such tragedy from happening. And I'm sure gk won't blame anyone else too. But if you were to live with that guilt and causing others to be unhappy at the same time. Then it's not being very fair to others who are also unhappy about this.
That's all I have to say. And from now, I'm not going to try to salvage broken relationships. I just realised friendships are not as rosy as it seems. I'm misled by the fact and I wish to be alone from now. Because holding too much expectations from the other party would bring me greater disappointments.
