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Teaching as a career, Singing as a passion
December 13, 2011
Just finished my tuition assignment today. I hope it will turn out well since the last one that I took went off really bad.
Actually being a teacher though stressful, is such a nice thing. I can't wait to embark on the teaching journey though I know I'm going to be bound to be faced with headaches from th students.
Well, life hasn't been going really well. ESP regarding my cca. I don't really like it when people who claim to be musically passionate and talented to give such unproven claims and comments about the kpop genre. I don't expect everyone to follow the craze. But just like I don't go around putting mandarin pop down, I don't like you to openly put kpop down right infront of my face.
Since yesterday's voices comm meeting, I've been really emo about being so lousy in the cca. First, I can't sing. While everyone else sings really well and they join public performances and competitions which I don't even have the opportunity to. I feel so demoralized about trying to prove myself. Sometimes I wonder, can I really sing? Hmm I feel like ranting out to someone about it, but I don't think anyone would wanna hear me out about this. It may sound negative. But I feel like its about trying to improve and get better. I just dont like the way I'm put below others. So next tue audition is to prove my inconfidence down? and second, I don't have friends in voices. They speak in Chinese. And even the comm meeting is in Chinese. I can't seem to fit in though I'm trying really hard to. But if people there don't open up to me, how can I open up to them? ):
Sighs. Bad day yesterday ):
But my passion for singing is not gonna end like that.
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8:38 PM
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